A Convenient Lie

And yet, all I have done today is write songs and procrastinate online.  And I am planning on devoting at least an hour to reading “A Separate Peace. ” Should be fun.

Still, I’m confused as to what inspires people to procrastinate.  Put stuff off.   I mean, we all KNOW we have to get it done by a certain point, and yet we don’t…strange.  What’s interesting is that some people don’t have this problem.  Or at least they deal with it better.  I personally have a pretty big problem with procrastination.

Right now, I should be studying for finals.  Pretty much all of my friends are, so it’s not like there’s anything fun to do.  But still…I’m finding other ways to procrastinate.  I guess what it comes to is dread of starting studying.  Cause then I remember how little I remember.

And then I think about getting all B’s potentially, and then about not getting into a good college.

And then I remember I really don’t care about getting into a good college.  I mean besides the initial happiness and being able to rub it in people’s faces, there’s nothing great about it.  Even if I went to Davis or Cal, it’s not as if I would get a much better job coming out of it.  I might, but not like certain.

I guess I just don’t care until moments before.